5 days late and what do I get? My fucking period. I stupidly got my hopes up because that’s all I seem to do these days and now I feel like shit. I swear I’m never taking another pregnancy test until I feel a baby kicking. It’s my birthday on Saturday and I kind of hoped I would get a positive and it’d be a special birthday present to myself. Sad, I know.
It’s nearly a year since I last fell pregnant and I feel so frustrated with myself and my body. I didn’t even try last time.
I feel like crying. I am crying. Stupid bloody hormones.