So I got my period bang on time again this month. I said in my last post that I was feeling ok about now being pregnant, but truthfully – I think I only said that because I was convinced that I was going to be.
I just feel so confused. I fell pregnant literally immediately last time. This time, it’s so f***ing hard! I’m 28, I’m a healthy weight, take folic acid and “try” throughout my cycle so why am I still not pregnant??
I feel angry now too. I see all these people having babies and not giving a shit. I see them 7months pregnant and still smoking. I see them shouting and swearing at their kids and I feel so much hatred for them. It isn’t fair. They take it for granted, while here I am trying everything to fall pregnant and they don’t even realise how lucky they are.
Can anyone relate? Does anyone have some words of support. I think I could really do with it.